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"A Story of Immigrants", personal essay in The Caribbean Writer, Vol. 28, 2014

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A Story of Immigrants

This is the story of immigrants. It is the story of immigration, re-immigration and of continuing immigration.  It is a story which expands to three continents, lasts over a hundred years and, in fact never stops.  It is the story of my family.
My grandmother, Sarah Finch, immigrated from Antigua, British West Indies, to the Dominican Republic in the early 1900s together with her brother, Robert Finch, to seek a better life.  Robert Finch started a family there and made the Dominican Republic his home, while my grandmother returned to Antigua with a son-- my father, Gilbert Romeo. My grandmother and her brother were among many British West Indians who immigrated to the Dominican Republic, Cuba, Panama, Honduras, Nicaragua and Costa Rica to seek work at the beginning of the 1900s. Many settled in these countries.
Decades later, a rapidly developing tourist industry in the US Virgin Islands (USVI) demanded an increased labor force. The islands (St. Croix, St. Thomas and St. John) unable to supply the needed labor themselves, therefore opened the floodgates to immigrants.
My immediate family, the Romeos, was part of this next big wave of immigration. We left English Harbour, Antigua in the 1950s. Back then English Harbour supplemented the export of cotton and fishing and farming by smuggling rum from ships. By that time my father had married my mother and they were witnesses to a generation of young men falling victim to alcoholism. My mother, concerned for her son, supported my father’s immigration. He departed ahead of us for St. Thomas, USVI. My mother, my older brother, younger sister and I, followed in 1956. That began the story of our houses and how they became our home.
Our various residences, in St. Thomas, reflected our steady rise in social status within the working class and these quarters would become transitional abodes for family and friends coming from “down island” to escape hardship brought on by droughts and cycles of destructive hurricanes.
My childhood homes in St. Thomas accommodated a grandmother, an aunt, uncles, cousins, in-laws and families of friends. They remained until their dry pasture began to show signs of green— the garnering of a sponsorship, employment, marriage or a green card. They came from Antigua, St. Kitts, Nevis, and as far away as England.
This initial home was a three-room, wooden dwelling in Anna’s Fancy, a hilly area overlooking the capital, Charlotte Amalie. It sheltered my parents and my older sister, who later joined us, as well as my older brother and younger sister. My older sister, considered an adult by then, had had to wait for special travel documents before she could join us. She was twelve years older than I and four years older than my brother.
 Our initial home provided no indoor plumbing. Cooking, washing and bathing were done outdoors.  We collected rain water in drums. My older brother often trekked downhill to collect water from a government stand pipe that was open from six to eight a.m. Alternately, he drew water from a well in a graveyard at the bottom of the hill. We had no room to accommodate lodgers in this house.

At The Well

No one has ever heard
buckets gliding into the abyss
no one has ever heard the splash.

They are weighted down
rock-heavy hauling up
then something grudgingly gives way.

After the prayer
to the dead is said
pails glide swiftly upwards.

People scurry round graves
the only sound
is the flip flop of slippers on heels.

Basins balanced on heads
water drips and trickles
and spills onto shoulders.

To the brave who pull the buckets up
from the center of the earth
they hold a soothing water.

If the spirits allowed
they would trudge
to the top of the craggy hill
basins still three quarters full. 
(Hampden Sidney Poetry Review, 2004, p.32)

In addition to the poor living conditions in our first home on Annas Fancy, our neighbor’s children created an atmosphere of fear by filling our ears with stories of ghosts, spirits that lived in a tree down the hill and a white horse that roamed the hills at midnight. My younger sister and I often dashed past the tree when our mother sent us to buy ice. Naturally, these stories often invaded our dreams.
One night my older sister awoke screaming. She had dreamt that a man was standing over her. It was the same night that neighbors had been out firing shots at a jumbie and shouting “Look it dere, look it dere.” We could not go back to sleep after my sister’s terrifying cries. The event is forever stamped in my mind and I have attempted to capture the fear I felt of this hill in a fictional piece:
          
        When evening came inhabitants crawled into their houses 
        like insects hiding under rocks. Nothing stirred after eight 
        except for the wind.  On stormy nights the hills groaned, 
        cried and screamed. 
(“Wimmelskaft Hill”, page 1)

My older brother and sister found our second home, a costlier one. Since they were now working, they persuaded our father that they would be able to contribute towards the rent of the new dwelling. The sixty- dollars- a- month apartment was situated above a grocery store owned by a Puerto Rican. Located near downtown on Kronprindens Gade, in Charlotte Amalie, this apartment, the backyard hidden by a stone wall, was vast in comparison to our previous house and had indoor plumbing. It contained three large bedrooms, one of which we partitioned into two, an enormous living room, a dining room and kitchen. The courtyard contained a huge brick oven and a covered well near the gate.
My father began to offer temporary shelter to newly arrived relatives and friends seeking a place to stay--a home away from home. Some individuals’ personalities grated on each other and they squared off in the living room to settle arguments. Among them were my quick-tempered grandmother and an aunt-in-law in transit from England to New York. Later, a heart-broken son of my father’s friend attempted suicide in the courtyard.
While living there, we experienced the worst flood in my memory. From our window we watched furniture swirling down the street. My aunt kneeled and prayed loudly as though the flood was comparable to the deluge that convinced Noah to build the Ark.
        Here I bloomed early into the minefield called adolescence and, like a fresh spring flower, attracted some unwanted bees. My mother gave me my first, very brief and only lesson on the “birds and the bees” by pointing at a young pregnant woman who resided opposite us and, in a cautionary tone, said “That’s what happens to young girls who hang around boys.” I remember being wary of boys after that and went out of my way to avoid them.
        Before moving to our third dwelling place, my grandmother, older sister and brother had gotten married while my aunt had brought her husband to St. Thomas and my uncle and his wife, who had formerly lived in England, moved on to New York. Transient cousins and family friends found jobs at hotels and moved out of our Kronprindens Gade domicile.
Next, we relocated to Savan and resided in a three bedroom apartment with a large veranda. My parents maintained the tradition of taking in family and friends. Three cousins shared this home with us.
We did not remain long in Savan. Lady Luck had struck my father with her wand while we were living at Kronprindens Gade and he began to build our permanent home. The three-bedroom residence, with a view of a mangrove, stood on a hill in Estate Mariendal outside the city. Teenagers by then, my sister and I had looked at the architectural drawings with excitement and chose the bedroom we wanted. We were homeowners at last.
The third bedroom in our newly built house was occupied at different times by an uncle, a cousin and a family friend. Then came the time when my father, aware that my younger sister and I were now young adults, turned down requests for interim refuge.
My parents could not assist everyone in their transition to the “American Dream,” the blood relationship being too distant, they could not apply for sponsorships or green cards. A few felt my mother and father had withdrawn their generosity and blame for hardship was laid. So discord sometimes flared up at family gatherings.
We, the next generation, were fed on stories of intolerable working hours and hardship suffered while building roads and homes, cleaning houses, working as cooks, waiters, maids, elevator operators, doormen and fleeing as immigration officers raided construction sites to arrest illegal workers.

Overstay
You slipping like boil okra
when immigration ‘pon you heel,
bush, you kin, you home
when immi ‘pon you heel,
you mind ticking like cheap clock
when immi grat ‘pon you heel.

You see you broddahs up de Fort
wid cattle chain ‘pon dey han’
all because of the immigration man.
Tick tock, tick tock,
Man you goin’ alarm
when immigration man
goin’ do you harm.
Zip, okra feet tun on….
(Palaver, 1978, p.22)

After being settled over a period of decades, homes are no longer places of temporary refuge. Islands, from which family formerly fled are prospering from tourism. Everyone has moved on to new lives.
What began as a move from Antigua to the Dominican Republic in search of work has spread far beyond the shores of this island. We are now separated by oceans and continents. My older brother and sister still reside in the US, Virgin Islands while I, having lived in Liberia and England, now live in Switzerland. My younger sister has settled in Sacramento, California. Few relatives remain in Antigua where my older sister maintains a home. Others are spread across the USA in cities like New York, Miami, Sacramento, and in Toronto and Vancouver, Canada. As time has gone by, we have lost contact with some cousins and have no contact with their offspring.
Many immigrants have died in their attempt to provide a better life for their families. Their tragic stories are headlines in daily newspapers around the world. We are the lucky ones.
The story of immigrants is one of pain, survival and assimilation.  We have passed the baton of hardship on to new groups and can laugh at the tribulations shared by our family. Our experiences are part of the US Virgin islands history.

At the Mercy of Gods

We come in waves.
Our boats, tiny specks
on dark, fathomless oceans.

Driven away by devouring drought,
scattered by quakes, typhoons, cyclones, wars,
we flee, fish in a storm.

Propelled by dreams,
we would walk on water
if miracles could be bought.

We are swallowed
by sea gods demanding sacrifices.
Our dreams are coveted by
who wish to conquer man and land.

Do the gods conspire?

Jealous Wind and Sea pillage our crops
withhold rain, wake Vulcan, fan his flames.
Belligerent Mars whispers in man’s ear,
demands he bathes in his brother’s blood.

Gods cackle at fleeing men.
Ants in their eyes,
they set howling death upon us.

Our exhausted Creator sleeps.


© Althea Mark-Romeo 2014

Personal essay published in The Caribbean Writer, Vol.28, Winter 2014



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